I’ve been collecting my thoughts because I have a lot of feelings but I always do and I seldom organize them in a way that is satisfying to me.
I just took a personality test and the results were paramount. Any ENTP folks out there? I need reassurance that I’m not going to end up hated by everyone I meet for the rest of my life.
Current feelings: relieved, confused, bitter, angry, jealous, anxious, ashamed, conflicted, melancholy, nostalgic, hopeless
I feel like I fade in and out of awareness of what’s happening around me. I can just exist and coast without taking any action towards anything in my life for months at a time.
I’m gonna shut up. I’ll be around.
Wow I never though of it that way. Ironically last night my boyfriend was saying he would like to see me produce a body of work more worthy of my skills than here. So let’s see!
Even at my worst, I’m settling.